我感觉自己的自尊完全被践踏了
现在
我什么自尊都没有了
TT

blood donation~

又来到新的学期
new intake
blood donation campaign又开始了

这次来捐血的学生
比预期的少
不过成绩也还不错啦
hehe

这次是我第二次捐血
原本很怕的
因为第一次捐血的经验
不是那么成功
但我还是愿意再一次尝试
“跨出去这一步，世界大不同”
通过一关关的检验，
第一关check 血压
152/80 mmHg
haiz,血压太高
医生叫我休息下再来检查
第二次132/81 mmHg
过关！！！
第二关check血糖，heamoglobin和血型
过关!!!
这两关一过，最后的就是捐血了
很怕leh突然之间
一直等着那个最有经验的护士帮我插针
这次她也告诉我我血管很细
怕了一下
上一次就是因为血管太细
所以被插了两只手还是血管肿胀
只能捐的一半。。。
shu shen一直陪着我
谢谢她^^
一直劝我不要怕
就这样，我终于成功第一次捐完一包300ml 的血
虽然不是很多，但我相信还是可以救得到人
拯救生命
哈哈XD

这次的捐后感----
不痛，不手肿，不淤青
下次我要再尝试！！

这一刻 我死了

回到房间
一个人
发现刚才一起跟你们有说有笑
只是在掩饰自己的伤心

我没希望了。。。
repeat 也要repeat很多科。。。
钱是一大问题
不能跟朋友一起读书一起毕业是第二大问题

说实在
我恨我自己！！！

Final exam for Y1S3~~

haiz...Y1S3 is soon to be pass
having final exam nw
I HOPE tat i can pass all my subjects
although i knw it is low probability
My time arrangement for tis sem is worse
addicted to pps n FB everyday
Didn't do revision n study except during midterm
sometime even din study n go for the test...
As a result, all my midterm's result are less than 50% (Failed)

1 n a half day to go for the Biochem paper...
N i jz start to study the 1st chapter
Quite dissapointed to myself....
After biochem paper, there will be Cell Bio n Political Sc paper
3 days stick together...
all of us sure will dying after tat

No time for me to regret nw...
jz try for my best for the last 4 papers in my Degree year 1
Afterward, we will go for Y2
it will be more busy i think...
Gambateh my frens...
Gambateh to myself!!

Future plan ???

Finished the 1st subject for my Final exam
haiz~~y times flies so fast
suddenly, end my study weeks n exam ady
Made a BIG mistake for my graph interpretation
Shy lo~~how come i write out that wrong word?
Ms Christina sure will LOL when she saw my essay
==


Jz nw had a lunch with "Hiao Po Gang...."
Aim n Vian will bek to hometown later
bcoz our next paper is on next friday
Aim cant sleep well in Kampar due to the hot weather
apa alasan ini??
Ish~~~
Yan will follow her family to KL 2moro
Bibi will bek langkap tonite too
TT
I'm alone again~~~



Bibi ady have a plan for her sembreak
she has a full schedule for the whole 2 weeks
1st week go Penang (haha, i'll be in Penang too in the 1st week)
remember call me out ya...
we go to have fun together
2nd week go S'pore
OMG, i plan to go there tis year too
i wanna go play n meet with my bro leh
Y u go so fast??
some more go with Mr. Chye's family...
Vian envy die...hahaXD




We plan to go Johor or S'pore after our internship
to find Vian n Aim
Tat time maybe near Christmas...haha
S'pore sure gt many places to visit
hope tis plan can achieve successfully

!!!!


So fast plan for our sembreak d....

cham....4 more subjects to go....

Gambateh ya "Secret Gang" n "Hiao Po Gang"

Jz realised Today is Prince William wedding
Start from London time 8:15am ( which is 3:30pm in Malaysia)
Watch live show nw
Wat i have see in pps nw are David beckham n his wife only
According to the reporter,
Prince william n his wife just will arrive at the Church at 11am(london time)...
nw better i go sleep n 7pm jz start watching^^

hometown again~~

忍了六个星期之久
还是经不起诱惑的
又再次回去
第一次study week回hometown
我想应该听aim，huiyan讲的
不要回比较好

* 回家途中，巴士上拍的*

haiz
回到家以来
一个字都没有读到
怎么读都读不进
TT
阿嬷又不停塞我吃东西
姨丈他们说我胖了许多
TT
我还要去当姐妹团的leh
sembreak要快点去健身跑步才行

今天发现了“黄晓飞”的部落格
还没时间去读
哈哈
有空会去留言的^^

剩下一天就要考final了
我是什么紧张的心情也没有
只读到一科Political Science
haiz
死了咯
这次的coursework mark又死翘翘
midterm都不及格的
我可不想failed了repeat leh
“神呐救救我吧”
我以后study week都不敢回hometown了
但愿这学期的final能平安度过
保佑我！！！

19/4/2011

Alamak~~
Home sick....
i've been 6 weeks din bek to Kedah ady
miss my bed so much
miss my grany, aunty, cousins so much
miss Kedah's food so much
N miss my fren very much
They all in holiday nw...

1 more month
my neighbour since young
will be married
I've been long time din meet with her
i think she is busying prepare for her wedding....
hope tat we can feel her happiness in her wedding
Excited^^
一定要幸福哦!!!